Frustrations

Goodness. I just wish I would know what was going to happen. I want to know if I will be in Czech next summer and where I will go to college. I want to know what God's will is. According to some of the adults in my life I need to get my priorities straight and put college and work above my "dreams to go to Czech." Or that I have some responsibilities here that I need to figure out if I were to go. Apparently I dont demonstrate that I have a good sense of direction, meaning like I dunno how to navigate. This makes me question all the time if I am listening to God and what his will is. I know its a part of the journey. I know that I need patience and stillness to discern his voice. I just want my heart, mind, body, and soul to be in the right place. Right where God wants me. One of my fears is that I wont end up going to Czech, but then I wont be able to go on any kind of mission trip because I didnt sign up in time. But Im freaking out over things that I really cannot control. I have confidence that I am supposed to be going to Czech. I just dont want to think about the possibilities of me not going. I think that is just Satan trying to get me to worry. I want so much to be doing what God wants me to do. If it is not his will then I wont be there. It is a simple as that right? And what echos in my head..... " For I know the plans I have for you.... Plans to prosper you...To give you a hope and a future..... Trust in me with all your heart... and Lean NOT on YOUR OWN understanding....... Oh how he loves us so, Oh love he loves us so......
So yeah I just have to let go and Let God. Its just a matter of doing it everyday of my life.

Some fave pics from '08

So I don't do the whole blog thing very well. I will try for a long time, and I either end up droping off or forgetting about it. So we will see what happens here. This summer I plan to be out of the country for 2 months, so I could use this as a means of communication when I am gone. Who know. So today I was looking at some pictures that my friend took. They are amazing. It is really cool to see how his passion for that has grown, and how God is using that. I guess I should now tell you all about why I named my blog the way I did. I wanted it to be something deep and that reflected me. Well as I was thinking, MercyMe's song Where you lead me poped into my head. I feel like that is a good description of where I am in life and what I am doing. So most of the stiff in here will be about where Christ is leading me and what I am learning and so on. I plan to put pictures in here and just talk about what is on my heart. Remeber though I am not so great with blogs. So we will see what happens. But for now I want to end with some of my favorite pictures from '08.